i dont want school to come. but its here only a mere couple hours away. i'm stuck at work in west dundee again. whoo hoo. my boss called me the other day and was like are you availible mon or tues. i was like no i'm not i'm in school, in my head i was like dude i gave you a f-ing schedule, why are you asking me. god.

got into a car accident yesterday at midnight. girl ran the stop sign and slammed into me. all i wanted was ice cream. this is what i get for being fat. lol.

i didnt get to work on anything of my own this break. i've been too caught up in xbox live playing gears of war 2. got to let off some steam? shooting shit works wonders.

my mother says i have a anger issue cause i was laying on the horn of my car when some bioch decided to creap into my lane of traffic cause she was coming out of wendy's. the whole front of her car was in my lane and i couldnt swerve and she was trying to cut across two lanes. during busy traffic. then another time i was yelling at a guy that was taking his sweet time turning and blocking me from turning.
she says i need yoga or meditation.

sorry i haven't gotten to any of the deviations since i've sort of been out of it. promise to get looking to them. but its going to be a while.

i've been reading alot. got like 4 books done in a month. and now my gf is gone off to NIU and i'll miss her. she'll visit and stuff and i'll try to go there but it sucks. sometimes you need girl time when all you hang with are guys.

and ppl dont want to be my friend long term, i think i'm a bit controling or stiff.

i'll try to keep up on here and maybe try to do something my own, no promises. lol.

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